I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Good-bye.."
if every1 were superheroes, no one wld be super. if life was a bed of roses, it wouldnt be.
appreciate the good times, remember them and never give up in the rain. even as the physical forms may be gone, the memories remain.
Friday, July 20, 2007
~ 9:05 PM
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OBS !! WOO !!!! so nice lah, learnt alot
WOO MUNSHI ! haha thnx to all in teh grp for making it such a fun experience thankyou(sry is i spell wrong ar): Jian Howe, Wei Hao, Wai Lum (Wayne), Kaylene, Lydia, NATAlie, Li Ling, Soo Sien, Huang Yao, Shi Xiao, Ai Xin, Pei Xian, Grace, Shu Yun, and last but not least...AHMAD !!! WOO !!!
One of the happiest moments is when we found our checkpoint on the hill...i thought i finally did something right in my life for a change, i led us all up and we found it ! even though we missed the 1st checkpoint becase i read the map wrongly, and in the end choosing to go up the hill and wasting ALOT of time, it was worth it. even thoguh we were late, i never regret the descision. The process is what makes up life, not just the success or failure.
some very inspiring quotes
"What lies before us and what lies behind us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us" -Ahmad
"We are like teabags, we do not know our true strength untill we are in hot water"
"The same sun that melts the wax bakes the clay"
"We cannot control what happens around us, but how we react, is within our control"
in short, OBS made me realise alot, and alot of them have been told to me before, but i never truley understood them or realised its importance till now. Conditions are not always perfect, and will never be perfect, so we try to make do with whatever we have. Cherish everyone and everything, u never noe when you might see them again Once you leave them, you may never get to see them again. Perserverence is the key to everything, never give up in the face of adversities. Do not see everything as a bad thing, even bad things can be good things if seen in the right way. Never procrastinate.
I will miss the times i had, kayaking in the sea leading my watch through the trek pitching tents doing business in the open lol rock climbing the encouragement the cheering... the IMBAness
Next up in my wishlist, 21 day course !! WOO !! LETS SAIL TO BATAM !
Saturday, July 14, 2007
~ 9:38 PM
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...life's full of mistakes i never learn from. i noe, the reason my life's so screwed now is cuz of myself. ..
-NEVER EVER let go of an opportunity. to do anything. -NEVER EVER buy anything on impulse. -NEVER EVER let down your guard in sch. that was what i did and my hair got screwed. -NEVER EVER act like MJ, no matter big or small -NEVER EVER procrastinate. there is never a perfect time to do anything, the best time is NOW. -NEVER EVER go and AA -NEVER EVER let your life be controlled by others -ALWAYS remember to learn from your mistakes, dont just brush it off.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
~ 9:14 PM
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lol was bored so ripped a survey
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT... 1. Made you smile? cant remember. most ppl dont bother to 2. Saw you cry? no one 3. Went to the movies with you? cant remember either. 4. You talked on the phone with? jonneh.
WOULD YOU RATHER... 1. Pierce your nose or tongue? nose 2. Be serious or be funny? funny duh. 3. Drink whole or skim milk? skim. 4. Die in a fire or drown? drown. 5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? parents -.-
DO YOU PREFER... 1. Flowers or candy?candy. 2.Gray or black? black. duh 3. coloured or black and white photos? coloured 4. Lust or love? love 5. Sunrise or sunset? sunset 6. M&M or Skittles? M&M 7. Staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY 1. Do you like anyone? yes 2. Ever recorded a sexual act on video? lolwtfno 3. Have you taken a picture naked? lolwtfbbq no 4. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? ....no
DO YOU PREFER... 1. Sun or moon? moon 2. Snickers or Mango pudding? Snickers 3. Left or right? Right. 4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? 2 BEST FRIENDS. duh. 5. Sunny or rainy? rainy. 6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate!!
ABOUT YOU!! 1. What time is it? 21:19 2. Name? Kelvin TJAKRA 3. Nickname(s) xKeL. kel. TJAKRA. CHAKARA. zz wtv crap 4. What is your birth date? 16/05/1992 5. What do you want right this second? happiness 6. Where do you want to live? near all my friends 7. How many kids do you want? 2? lol 8.You want to get married? hmm.........
UNIQUE! 1. Can you roll your tongue? lolyes
OTHERS 1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl. only noobs cut 2. Have you ever eaten Spam? luncheon meat? yup 3. Favorite ice cream? coffee =D 4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? none 5. What's your favorite type of soda? coca cola 6. Do you cook? sometimes
IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU 1. had a crush? erm...long b4 that 2. Bought something? duh. CDs !! 3. Sang? lol im in choir -.- and i sing to mcr songs when i listen to them =D they rule 4. Been hugged? NO. 5. Felt stupid? ...every moment 6. Missed someone? duh. 7. Danced crazy? no. 8. Gotten your hair cut? yeah...right b4 sch reopen. still get caught by lookie -.- 9. Cried? yeah. i hate my fcking hse. its HOUSE, its NOT my HOME. 10. Lied? duh. 11. Stole anything? no..lol
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
~ 7:16 PM
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wtf...this yr din get into F1 finals...stupid lah onli 1 team per sch... lost to gary's own design..no more imba reaction time
haiz nvm...winata, wish u all the best for the finals
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
~ 9:54 PM
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today.... zz felt emo abt being socially dysfunctional again...
i've coem to a conclusion.
the hell with it. i dont care anymore.
no one is a better judge of me than myself. I dont care what others think. if they think what i think, then good. if not, to hell with it. they're stupid, not me.
so what if i dont talk to u guys so what if i like hanging out with ppl u label as "gays" so what if i like hanging out with "bimbos" so what if my social circle is as small as an ant so what if i dont have a clique i can call my own so what if i dont play dota so what if i get owned by creeps so what if im a noob at cs so what if i play CnC so what if i emo in a corner and cry so what if i dont listen to chi songs so what if im childish at times so what if i act "gay" (the word here is ACT.) so what if i dont like you so what if i dont curse and swear as much as you ppl so what if i liek to speak in english so what if my chi sucks so what if im not so sociable so what if im an introvert so what if im blur sometimes so what if i like to slp in class so what if im fat so what if im ugly so what if im vain so what if i really really like you.
this has bogged me down long enough. i am gna live my life to the fullest. i hav other things worth emo-ing abt (eg my location...."...".)
kthxbye.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
~ 12:04 AM
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I realised now, we only learn to cherish what we've lost.
when i was still in 6th ave..... i always complained.. WTF why must i live so far away from others... take mrt to clementi still nid take bus.... so far... come home from sch nid to xfer bus at commonwealth... Now im in serangoon, i truly realised what is FAR. i hav no way to get to the west side unless i take a 1 1/2 hr mrt + bus ride.....
last time... it was so accessible.. bukit batok was just a bus ride away bukit panjang too... sch was 30 mins
now. i dun hav to say anything.
2d.. i took almost everything for granted.... was so selfish then...
now, in 3d, im not close to them... now i realise what i've lost..
please ppl....cherish everything you have. even though they may not seem to be good now, it will. live your life to the fullest.
Dance like no one's watching, Sing like no one's listening, Live each day like your last.
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
~ 10:02 PM
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....pls stop it
heaven help me
have to keep myself busy....
sry if i make jokes out of u guys.....its just to distract myself
Monday, July 2, 2007
~ 10:10 PM
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"Im okay"
oh who am i kidding.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
~ 10:58 PM
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"hip hip hurray for me, you talk to me" yeah it was nice.......
but "we never got that far" who im i kidding......we're not that close...i cant fool myself
"this gets harder, well it did" now it seems like im the plague
"been holding on forever" the memories of the past
"but never again, and never again"
now would you even turn to say "i dont love you, like i did, yesterday.."
well, "its better off this way, so much better off this way"
just know that "i will remember you."
so now i'll just die "im just a ghost." "so i cant hurt you anymore"
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living - MCR It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish - MCR I Don't Love You - MCR This is How I Disappear - MCR
